Nicole Nicholson ravenswingpoetry@gmail.com Bio (auto) Nicole Nicholson is a 32 year-old writer and performance poet who draws inspiration from history, legends and folklore, people, nature, and the voices in her head She blogs frequently at http://ravenswingpoetry.com and in July 2008, self-published a poetry chapbook, Raven Feathers She has also been recently published in Word Slaw, Word Catalyst Magazine and in June 2008 was a featured writer on Poetry Dances, a web site featuring online poetry by emerging writers She lives in Columbus, OH with her fiance. | | |
The following work is Copyright © 2008, and owned by Nicole Nicholson and may not be distributed or reprinted in any form whatsoever without written permission from the author.
Revolutionary So you want to be a revolutionary. Then break yourself open Break yourself open to the forces of nature To the winds of change To fire To arrows To hurt Bust open your chest, crack open your ribcage, and spill your precious fluid onto the dirt before you Become the source of a river Weep your entire self onto the plains, onto the fields, beneath the burning sun And then . And then Set yourself on fire With rage With humiliation With heartache With the tears of your ancestors as lighter fluid Immolate yourself Become the human torch that lights up cemeteries full of your dead, drunk from the white man’s poison, spirits falling into the arms of whiskey and bourbon rivers, men and women who never come up for air Lights up long dishonored treaties and children who have forgotten native tongues to the point of existence Lights up minds who desire to make you and your kind into painted fetishes Lights up the descendants of stereotypes and attitudes that caused words like “savages” to appear in the Declaration of Independence of this nation a nation birthed from your soil, your mother Lights up “relocation plans” and trails lined with tears Lights up reservations which have become places where your kinfolk settle into the arms of dust And then . And then Once you have expired from the light of your torch, once you have become mere ash and could mix in well with the dust of your land and the ash and bone of your ancestors Once you have become a spent, smoky stick of nothing and your grief has emptied out and your rage has made the night sky pause and look at you with tears in her eyes. And then Reunite your ash with blood, with tears, with sweat, and build a wall whose strength would make pueblos weep with envy A wall that reaches up, touches Heaven, touches the sun A wall that your brothers and sisters can lean tired shoulders on and rest A wall that your mother and father can see from the Western sunsets, the scrubbed sand of the Sonoran Desert A wall that will hold back any more deluges of destruction A wall .of love. And then You will be a revolutionary. Until then You are just an angry young man A campfire An arrow in the ass. Until then Not a revolutionary. |
Jim D Babwe jdbabwe@gmail.com Bio (auto) Jim D Babwe is a photographer who lives in Encinitas (CA) Sometimes, he encourages Terse Expression to relax a little so Verbosity can enjoy an occasional win during those times when the words decide to wrestle around for a while Sometimes, that kind of approach seems to fit at the end of another memorable summer on the coast. | | |
The following work is Copyright © 2008, and owned by Jim D Babwe and may not be distributed or reprinted in any form whatsoever without written permission from the author. Out on the Dusty Trail in the Significant Distance Out on the dusty trail in the significant distance, where antelope do not live (let alone play with deer), one cowboy’s voice remains mercifully inaudible behind the persistent whine of rolling wheels and droning diesels commanded by heavy feet pushing accelerator pedals closer and closer to the floor The cowboy is a Ford-driving cattle drover, a modern saddle tramp with a paid-up PETA card, and he refuses to cross the Interstate highway between the ranch and any slaughterhouse– .won’t use an underpass, .won’t use an overpass, .won’t trespass on the lanes, themselves– .and he simply doesn’t care about his written job description .because he’s a union man, .familiar with the contract Disguising his herd as a lazy group of retired circus elephants, he remains undeterred by the scent of a mildly adhesive mixture of his own sweat, displaced topsoil, and toxic exhaust fallout Filthy in layers, the cowboy jokes about the superior cleaning power of a high pressure fire hose, and adds that his friends recognize him most often by smell instead of by sight Between wherever he and the herd happen to be and whichever slaughterhouse awaits– he may see you cruise north or south on Interstate 5, but you will rarely see him He knows where the taller brush grows and he prefers to operate away from the spotlight, far enough from the road to avoid most of the curious eyes He usually blocks out the distracting rush and rumble of traffic and sees to it that his heavy, gentle creatures live peacefully, safely ignorant of the horrors only a handful of miles to the north on a stretch of Soto Street, where you catch the mid-summer stench of burnt oranges and fresh blood before you see bucolic scenes– cute depictions of life in the country, an ironic counterpoint to the business inside In the last few wide open spaces between San Clemente and Oceanside, where life and death keep a little ground between them, he hitches himself up in the saddle and skillfully guides his bovine buddies from field to field, where they enjoy chewing sweet grass, swinging their lazy tails, and occasionally swatting flies among the tiny yellow flowers The rugged product of pioneer stock doesn’t care who’s comfortable with the notion of clothes on cows, and even though most of us have grown accustomed to one strange thing or another, there is something permanently and irreconcilably disturbing about 50 or 60 grazing cattle poorly dressed as elephants less than a mile from the aging nuclear power plant I have seen the cowboy hold the reins lightly, not caring much about the uselessness of leather straps looped loosely around a steering column The craggy-faced vaquero already knows he’s crossed over a line of sorts, so what good would it do to spoil his living dream? Out here on the dusty trail in the significant distance between the Old Wild West and the Suburban Tract Home’s Concrete Driveway, there should be someone bold enough to hang on to what’s left of beautiful, untamed California Someone should be there to sing the lullabies in the dimming twilight where partial darkness wraps itself around the comfortable landscape of gradually diminishing light And that’s exactly when the cowboy cuts loose with a familiar lullaby, one which coaxes the beasts wander closer to him, where they can hear a little better and the cool air closes in beneath sizzling power lines and faraway stars Tonight, in an unusual departure from numb routine, he briefly confuses the cattle (and at least one eavesdropper) when he skips the introductory yodels of the only lullaby he knows He will tell you the yodels are not really part of the song, anyway. You won’t be dismembered and trucked to a store, cubed, sliced, or shrink wrapped into bundles of gore Your bones won’t be hacked up or wrapped in thin plastic like dry cleaning bags babies might smother within or swallow You’ll never be slathered with barbecue sauce You’ll never be baked or sautéed Your skin will never be torn from you just for the leather We’ll have to be lucky, of course, but as long as we are, I’ll see that you wander unslaughtered You’ll moo and you’ll chew, with little to do while your sons try to breed with your daughters You’ll know nothing of Spain, Johnny Cash, or John Wayne and you’d never believe the video feeds from the streets of Pamplona You’ll rise in the morning, on your feet not a plate You won’t really care if it’s early or late Add it all up at the end of the day; pretend you drink Coors or Corona You’ll never be cleavered or sliced up or baked You’ll never be pureed and stacked like bologna You’ll eat tons of grass, you’ll make methane gas Standing or not, asleep or awake, you won’t have to think; you’ll eat, sleep, and stink Out on the dusty trail in the significant distance, the cowboy gathers the sagging costumes, tosses them into the back of his rusty Ford, and hauls the fragrant load to the laundry while Rocky the Wonderhound keeps an eye on the slumbering herd.
Tonight, as he trudges past the ghost of a poorly managed body piercing salon and it’s broken windows, he strides slowly toward the heavy-duty coin-operated machines, and he knows the clothes will soon be as clean as these reliable rattling Maytags can wash away a day’s dirt where the 24-hour laundry is bounded on one end by a donut shop and on the other by a plastic sign where the management company’s phone number and life, itself, seems to be teetering on the outskirts of a confused city planner’s nightmare at the southern end of Orange County midnight Maybe it might be good enough to quit worrying about what it all means Maybe it’s better to watch and learn as the cowboy waits for the spin cycles to wind themselves down, before he transfers loads into nearby dryers, then stares through the glass while clothes dive and climb and tumble After he finishes folding the flannel costumes, he hauls the tidy stacks to the truck, but before he releases the parking brake or starts the motor, he decides he will simply admire tonight’s full moon He enjoys the gauzy distortion of fortified wine and the way the bright and rugged lunar surface blurs at the edges of tonight’s full moon He savors inspiration and its gift of sweet words– which he sends into night, where these syllables (silly as some may find them) surf the warm summer wind toward cool midnight and another hopeful sunrise stretched through morning toward the top of tomorrow’s high noon when the big blazing sun bakes memories of an evening into the pungent scent of sage and creosote– out on the dusty trail in the significant distance. |
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